Nervous

Well I'm feeling very nervous lately. There are several reasons on why here is my list of the top 10 reasons on why I'm nervous:

1) The football year has started. Trevor is now a sophmore in high school and is plaing on the JV team. There might be times where he dresses out for Varsity and I don't know if I can take it .

2) The twins are in 6th grade. In one school year my elementary school days are over. It has gone by so quick. I recommend if you are reading this and you have kids take lots of pictures while you can you will never have enough.

3) Money. We have been doing lots of improvments on the house and I think that I'am now offically broke. On the other hand I love our pool with the Rock waterfall and slide with the seat under the waterfall. I love our new air conditioner. The new hard wood floors really sprouse up the house and the planter in the front yard will look awesome when we get the flowers and the flag pole installed.

4) Don leaves on a business trip in a couple of days and I'm here alone with the kids and working from morning until late night

5) Work is going through some changes and the not knowing what is going to happen is klling me.

6) Knowing who to trust is so hard. Why do people have to talk behind your back just tell me things to my face. I can take it I'm a big girl. I wear my big girl panties everyday.

7) My Friend Gina is quiting. I wish her the best. She is so young with a long life ahead of her I just want her to be happy

8) My daughter is growing up to be a beautiful women with lots of friends. How do I protect her to make sure that she remain safe?

9) My 15 year old son is at a party. A high school party !!! Is he making the right decisions. Did I teach him the correct ways to just say no?

10) My health. I have gained a lot of wait lately and I know that I'm going to get something. I have got to take the time to rest so I don't stress and exercise to relax. Where does that time come from?

Well that is a pretty good top ten if I do say so myself. Lets see how I feel tomorrow